Archive | September, 2011

a reminder

29 Sep

“Luck is believing you’re lucky.”  ~Tennessee Williams

I think sometimes when things don’t go initially as planned, I can so easily forget how lucky I am.  My goal for immediate future is just to keep reminding myself.

I found out yesterday that I passed cardiology.  We got one of those cryptic class-wide emails from our course director saying that, unless we had heard from him earlier that day, we passed the course.  Upon seeing this email, I immediately did a search through my inbox for any emails with his name in it.  Although I feel like my understanding of the subject matter is solid, Monday’s might have been the hardest exam I’d ever taken.  I’d never seen so many of my classmates stay the full five hours–there was a slowly moving line to turn in the test after the proctor called time.  Needless to say, although I think derm is interesting and certainly relevant, I am feeling pretty uninspired to study for our final that is–ugh!–tomorrow!

At least yesterday was broken up by a standardized patient skin exam.  We now see standardized patients in mock clinical rooms at PennMed at Rittenhouse.  It feels much more realistic…except, of course, that we’re being observed by our peers, video-taped, then immediately critiqued by the actors who are playing our patients.


27 Sep

I am loving Rick Mereki’s videos.  Still feeling pummeled from yesterday’s cardio exam, “learn” is reminding me how special it is that one of my main purposes right now is simply that:

I’m saving “eat” for after I finish VC-ing this morning’s lecture on psoriasis…

interrogation is so cool

25 Sep

Well, I’m frantically trying to learn anything about anything having to do with this dumb pump that’s responsible for keeping me (and you!) alive.  It’s a little embarrassing, but I’ve never been one to fully appreciate or marvel at a good chunk of medical technology (I know, is that completely awful given my chosen profession?? I think it just says more about me being a complete technophobe).  However, I’ve found myself being swept up with some of this cardio stuff, like when we watched a video on induced pluripotent stem cells becoming heart muscle…actually able to beat on their own!  Can you imagine the possibilities that can have for heart repair?!

Now I’m reading about some older technology: electronic pacemakers.  We, or at least I, can easily take advantage of how jaw-dropping the concept is–after all, there is pretty much no medical drama out there that doesn’t feature at least a patient a season with some sort of synthetic pace-making device.  What I’m learning is that not only do these implants sense cardiac activity and stimulate beats in response, they also record useful information, like the amount of pacing required, whether increasingly faster rates can be sensed (indicating particular disease states), etc.  Then, an external radio frequency programming device (jigga what??) is used to “interrogate” the pacemaker to obtain such information, and adjust pacing accordingly.  Even a technophobe like me can recognize the cool factor here.

Please wish me luck tomorrow.  I feel like my heart is skipping a beat.  <sigh>  To think of all the puns I could have made this block, and now it’s 27 hours from being over…


23 Sep

Heard. Understood. Acknowledged.

Probably the only military-derived practice in my life, yet so integral to my marriage. With opposite work/study schedules coupled with the necessity of communication between two people who share a home, John and I converse a bunch over emails, texts, and google voice. And we like to know that the information’s gotten through, or we can get pissy…well, one of us, at least. So, a quick “HUA” in return has been our system for the last couple months. Since I haven’t seen John since I think Tuesday, I have a pretty long row of three-letter emails in my “John” folder.

I’m not really sure I want to know what this says about me, but I oscillate between being concerned and amused.

necessary study breaks

23 Sep

And, we’re at it again.  Those pesky things called “final examinations.”  Monday will be five hours of fun-filled cardiology mind acrobatics.  Friday, after a mere 3.5 days of lectures <she chortled to herself>, will be our dermatology final.  Weekend of hibernation (not of my myocardium, which would probably require catheterization) starts now.

I believe in the mini-study break.  Quick mind-relaxers to remind me what it feels like to have joy without stress…

tastes so good

21 Sep

I thought only pathologists compared their specimens to edible substances.  Apparently cardiologists do as well.  I’m not sure I’m ever going to be able to look at a Thomas’ English Muffin without thinking Left Ventricular Noncompaction, a banana without thinking Asymmetric Septal Hypertrophy, or a double-scoop ice cream come without thinking Restrictive Cardiomyopathy.

Today we also learned about broken heart syndrome, which, by the way, is supposed to look like an “octopus trap” (because we come in contact with so many of those on a regular basis) on an echo.  A strong, often sudden emotional stress, like the death of a loved one or a break-up, triggers an excess of catecholamine release, creating a weakening of the heart muscle.  On an EKG, it literally looks as though the person is having a heart attack.  More women are reported to experience this phenomenon than men.  Disheartening, no?

the truth about high fructose corn syrup

19 Sep

A response to the Corn Refiner’s Association’s “Sweet Surprise” ad campaign.

Med school agrees.  High fructose corn syrup produces more free fatty acids, increases insulin resistance, increases inflammatory markers, and increases the risk of atherosclerosis.  Trust me, having held a severely atherosclerotic aorta laden with calcified plaque, this is not a syndrome you want.