Archive | February, 2015

we are off!

23 Feb

We are leaving for France in a matter of hours!  I cannot wait to see my family and meet my cousin’s fiance.  (I’ll have to miss their wedding because it’s happening right at the beginning of residency.  But in a way it’s great to be in France a few months early because I’ll actually get to spend time with the people I love, you know?)


Above are Ari and Evie’s treasures to be opened at opportune times in flight in an effort to maintain everyone’s sanity.  Thanks so much to a fellow reader for the suggestion!  I bought pretty much everything in the Target dollar aisle that had anything to do with Frozen.  Not pictured: our HUGE variety of snacks.  For the next 24 hours, our kids are going to be spoiled rotten.  (For any fellow passengers, we do have a few extra pairs of ear plugs; come early!)

Not bringing my computer along (I stayed up until 2am Saturday finishing a paper–whew!!), so likely won’t be blogging much, if at all (and definitely not planning on doing work!).  Looking forward to reporting back on our adventures!  From this weekend, at the birthday of two friends:

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17 Feb

I’m trying to publish a paper on some qualitative research I performed in my second year of med school.  The research certainly had its flaws but, in the end, provided some valuable insights.  Getting qualitative research published is tricky, and all the rejection I’ve received in my quest has built character.

Consider this final quote from my most recent reviewer:

The above are just a few random thoughts rather than a detailed assessment of this manuscript as here is no need to put salt on every slug in sight.  Nonetheless, I fail to see how this manuscript can be of interest to people with a genuine understanding of qualitative research or to clinicians who value evidence above unsubstantiated opinion.

For the record, the second reviewer thought the paper should be accepted for publication without modification.  Shoot.

adventure aquarium

16 Feb

IMG_7813 IMG_7815 IMG_7816This Saturday we met some friends at the New Jersey Aquarium.  It must be me, but I never noticed how much kid-friendly stuff was included at a number of attractions until I had kids of my own…and now I’m so appreciative.  Especially considering we were still battling mild head colds (but fully vaccinated), therefore not at our most enthusiastic, we had a blast!

Ari clearly couldn’t get enough of the fish.  John was fascinated by the poison dart frogs.  I loved watching the stingrays…though I’m kicking myself for not taking the opportunity to pet them!

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Evie was there too, keeping me company on the other side of the camera lens.

developmentally appropriate manipulation

15 Feb

“One more cuddle, one more!”

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And–oh–Ari grabbing Evie’s toes (their suppleness pictured below) and squealing “wee, wee, wee all the way home”–I am hopelessly wrapped around their fingers…toes (really any digit would serve).

IMG_7850 IMG_7853By the way, we fly overseas with the girls in just a little over a week!!  We got great suggestions from friends about some helpful apps because, after this catastrophic flight, we’re not really expecting either one of them to sleep.  But I think I’d also like to get my hands on a couple new paperback books.  I’m tempted by this one, by the same author as Rosie Revere, Engineer, a big favorite in our household.  Also consulting this list.  Any recommendations/suggestions/advice?

I thought this idea for flights with small kids to be pretty endearing, but I don’t think I have it in me this week.  After I finish the paper I’m currently working on, I’ll only have about 45 pages left to write between me and graduation, so I’m trying to make a final push before we fly.  My apologies to the fellow flyers who are less than charmed by my very vocal progeny.

secular children

14 Feb

I’m the youngest of four siblings and the only one not baptized.  As the story goes, by the time my parents got to me, there was a new minister at the church.  Knowing that my parents didn’t attend, the minister said something to the effect of, “I will baptize this one was long as you promise to raise her in a Christian home and attend church regularly.”  My parents chose instead to keep me as the family heathen.

I was grateful that my parents only ever encouraged me to learn about other religions and attend services with my classmates.  Now with kids of our own, John and I have often talked about how we can give our children access to different faiths so that they can make a choice if they so feel.  There is so much faith can offer humanity.

But could it be okay, beneficial even, to be raised without religion?  This recent article in the LA Times by Phil Zuckerman, a professor of sociology and secular studies at Pitzer College, makes some interesting observations:

My own ongoing research among secular Americans — as well as that of a handful of other social scientists who have only recently turned their gaze on secular culture — confirms that nonreligious family life is replete with its own sustaining moral values and enriching ethical precepts.  Chief among those: rational problem solving, personal autonomy, independence of thought, avoidance of corporal punishment, a spirit of “questioning everything” and, far above all, empathy.


The results of such secular child-rearing are encouraging.  Studies have found that secular teenagers are far less likely to care what the “cool kids” think, or express a need to fit in with them, than their religious peers.  When these teens mature into “godless” adults, they exhibit less racism than their religious counterparts, according to a 2010 Duke University study.  Many psychological studies show that secular grownups tend to be less vengeful, less nationalistic, less militaristic, less authoritarian and more tolerant, on average, than religious adults.

As for my so-far secular children, today had its ups and downs.  They’re both stuffy and congested enough to make sleep mildly miserable, with low-grade fevers that make them more likely to throw a tantrum if given the wrong “special fork” to eat breakfast chickpeas (why not?).  So this afternoon we stayed in and used all the stickers.  (Yes, that is my infant daughter playing with a pipe cleaner…*sigh*)

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When asked what color Valentine she wanted to make for Daddy, Ari replied with conviction, “Black,” grabbed a piece of construction paper, and started sticking.  We eventually compromised on her second choice of yellow (though I noticed her unstick several hearts disgruntledly).  I hate to curtail Ari’s artistic expression, but the prospect of our two-year-old handing John a black heart felt a little morbid.

Happy Valentine’s from our family to yours 🙂

crazy excited

12 Feb


My best friend is a writer.  An excellent writer.  He is one of the screenwriters for “The Slap,” the NBC miniseries that premieres in less than 5 minutes!!

The trailer alone is polarizing, and I admit I’ve already sort of chosen a side…and I cannot wait for this series to tear apart what I think I know, make me question the characters and, in doing so, myself.  This is going to be good!

what is the match

11 Feb

Over the last year, I’ve struggled to describe the match, the process by which medical students are assigned a residency position.  I’ve likened it to sorority rush, only it takes many months and thousands of dollars.

A good friend posted this article for me, and I think it provides a helpful explanation of how things roll, in case you’re wondering.  And then, with regards to cost:

The conventional wisdom is that students who list more potential residencies have a better chance at a match, since the lists of students who do match average twice the length of those who don’t.  Students are adding more and more residency programs to their lists; the average number of programs listed by students who ended up with a match has grown to 10.3 from 7.4 over the last decade.  Students can send up to 20 applications for the baseline fee. Many send double that, and can end up going on a dozen interviews, paying for a hotel and flight for each.  The costs add up quickly.  (Sallie Mae, the country’s largest lender of student loans, offers medical students loans up to $20,000 specifically to cover the costs of interviews and relocation in the case of a match.)

These statistics surprise me a little, because I’m not sure I know anyone who applied to fewer than 10 programs (granted, sampling bias).  I know plenty of individuals who, due to academic background, competitiveness of the specialty, or entry into the couples match, have applied to 70+ programs.

Along the application process, I often felt lucky to be going into pediatrics.  Although this year is the first (I believe) where there are more applicants than residency positions (terrifying), the chances of matching are higher than many specialties, as the table in the article above shows.  (I was counseled to apply to 10-15 programs and ended up applying to 12.)  Furthermore, I’d like to stay happily married to the father of my children, so where I applied was geographically limited and I didn’t need to take a dozen flights to the other side of the continent; I certainly saved some money there.

37 days ’til Match Day…sounds actually not so far away now!

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On one of our past weekend days, the high temp was tolerable.  In our precarious balance of keeping the kids out of the house as long as possible so John can sleep after a night shift while keeping everyone happy, fed, and well-rested, we lasted a short time at a local playground.  This winter hasn’t been the dirge I feared, but still ready for the days when I don’t have to surprise attack my daughters with Aquaphor.

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It’s yellow and big and mostly surrounds her.  In her eyes, it’s basically a flying boat.